I somehow KNEW you and Craig would find each other again.  I think it's great news!  Congrats!

Lori

Dear Vi,

It's Kristen.

PolocrosseChild and LittleGirlInTreexX

Oh my god.

Little Will is two! I can't believe it, I almost feel cheated haha but not really I know you've been so busy.

I did miss you though! I was starting to worry something had happened to you.

As for Craig, I am over the moon happy for you babygirl.

I am so glad to hear your doing so well.

Dont be a stranger anymore okay!

XOXOXO

Kristen

she's been going through some rough times right now, every one irl keeps finding her diarys and using them againest her(im pretty sure thats what she told me) i miss her i haven't talked to her in awhile either

Violet, it has come to my attention that you have not been on for a LONG time.

This upsets me.

:[

COME BACK!
I miss my William updates!

Vi,

I'm so glad to hear you're happy. To be honest? In some prrevious entries I thought you were a tad sad (during Tom). Besides I don't think you need to change for anyone, they should accept you for who you are. You are good enough without someone bossing you around, I mean hello you're a mum. Anyway, I'm glad he's outta your life sweet pea. Give Will a squeeze for me yeah? And tell Craig that

"Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart."

Love you to pieces,

Kristen.

Ohmygod Vi!

I cannot, will not, believe that is Little William! He's so big and I can't even fathom he's almost two! Where has the time gone yeah? You really need to update more, I miss you terriably! He's adorable though you know that already.

Love you to itty bitty pieces,

Kristen

WOW

Hasn't he got big.

He's so adorable.

Nat

Hello beautiful!

I thought something had happened to you!

I was very worried!

I looked on my faves every day to see if you had updated

I'm glad christmas holiday was good for you

and to know you are doing well.

Love,

Kristen

I can't believe he is almost 2!!!!!!!!! That is crazy! Talking much? Thing on potty training????

How is UNI? Any new men in your life?

Violet,

ALREADY! Wow does time fly, Sebastian just hit 14 months last week. They grow up TOO fast! I don't believe he's almost two now! How is Uni going?

Thanks for the update, I've been worrying about you.

Sorry to hear about Tom, but I trust you and your instincts.  If it's over, it's over, and I'm sure you have good reason.

Have a great day!

Lori

Violet,

Totally understand being busy, I just got Sebastian's birthday pics up on my diary page.. I'm sorry about Tom but AM so glad about Craig and his girl spending time with Will. Defenatly a big help.. Not too happy about your Dad's girlfriends unruley kids.

You need hugs

So I shall give you an across the Atlantic hug

-hugs-

You deserve betterr than Tom

Just hang in there,

William needs a good influence

not a punk.

:]]

He seems to be doing well though,

Will not Tom lol

Glad Craig is comin' round.

Sheree's kids seem horrid.

Hang in there.

<3333

Kristen

What are we going to do with THOSE little boys of yours Violet?

One is getting sh*tfaced and arrested causing you too much pain.

And the other is growing up FAR to fast!

It's Madness!

I say we put Tom in a nice time out room

and put William on pause

so he doesn't grow anymore.

:] Nice plan huh?

Hang in their honey, it'll be okay.

<123 Kristen

I love you Vi---- I just hadn't had time to read it yet.

Good for you for staying away till he grows up a bit.  You don't want a man who can't hold his liquor or who is just a bit too possesive.  Let him think about it!

Huggs...

Lori

Choo

betta add me foo.

hehe pleassee?

<3 Kristen

add..

If I was pregnant.

Since I am fifteen.

My mother would let me have it,

but give it up for adoption.

She wouldn't be

"Awee yay I'm gonna be a granny!"

That woman is a loonie.

Be careful.

<3 Kristen

next time u write can you but pics of will i have never had a change to see him!

I am so happy to hear that William is doing so well.

He sounds like my baby brother Matthew,

except Matthew's four now

D= cant believe he's four.

Oh well.

Hope everything works out with Ashley

which I'm sure it will.

damn!!! that was fast....lol.

i knew she was fake anyway.

the idiots we have on this site these days lol

i seen where you agreed with my on the whole cab wife thing, something is totally missing with him. idk.

but take care hun and thanks for the comment

New Diary, hehe.

Love, Kristen

I am so glad you are doing good Vi.

Unfortunatly I did not get to see Will.

I miss him everytime lol.

I have a new diary, new era so to speak.

It's LittleGirlInTreexX

or it should be =P

Stay helathy and happy.

<3 Kristen

I seen the pics of your precious baby....He is so adorable.

And im glad to see things with you are going well.
sorry about your car, my car is sickie as well lol.
it sux.
and yay for your dad having a girlfriend.
being a bridesmaid sounds nice. i hope you have fun.

much love

Marisa

Glad Wills is feeling better. Dont feel bad for going out, you are still young and Craig has responsibility to look after him too so that you can still have a life too.

Glad u had a good easter!

xx

Hi! Sounds like a good time. I had to chuckle at the mention of you waking up to have sex. Hahaaa

Eva

Sounds like a great time!

 I have a cute story to tell you about Delaney that will remind you how our world has changed from when were little children. Last night Delaney insisted that she put out  carrots for the Easter Bunny and so she got out a paper plate and put out two carrots so... During the night the "bunny" ate the carrots leaving the ends and a few little bits of gnawed carrots dropped on the table! This morning after Delaney's initial excitement over her basket and hidden eggs she noticed the plate and looked at me with wide open eyes! " Mom, did you see this?" I said " yes Delaney I see the Easter bunny has eaten them." Then she looks at me and says " O.k. Mom I need a zip lock bag and a pair of gloves. " I say "why?" So we can send it away for DNA analysis then we will have proof that the Easter bunny really does exist and prove to all those doubters out there! " I almost laughed out loud but thought quick and said " We don't have the money for that it cost a lot." So Delaney looks at me without missing a beat and says " o.k. Then lets sell it on E-bay!"

So What !

One person is better than you getting into a group.

Did you slip on the floor during.

Aprile Jokester

[April Jokester]

Hey!

Im glad things have wroked out with you and Tom - yay!! Also glad you were not pregnant as like you said, its maybe not the right time. Although - caleb rhys - isnt calebrese a type of broccoli?!! That made me laugh. xxx

yes thats true we all make mistakes. its apart of life. Thanks for your commnt!!!
i wish i could live in the UK but either way i get drunk out here somtimes, not leagally but oh well lol. it sux we have to wait till we are 21.

lucky you !

glad you are having a good time! In the US you have to be 21 to drink!

hope wills is doing well! and new milestones

That's great news! I hope you enjoy uni. It has its tough moments but when you look back on how much you've learnt then it becomes worth it. Not to mention grad wages seem loads!

My Dad works in aerospace. If there's anything that I'd know he'd recommend for Tom, it would be to try and get some industry experience during the summer months in between uni years, maybe an internship or something.

Have a good week x

[Catpea33]

well the diet i am on is kinda my own diet,
i eat special K for breakfast if im hungry but if im not then i wont eat untill about noon or alittle after and ive been eating alot of salads, and i got some granola bars and i eat those when i get hungry. and i dont eat anything past 8:00 pm. and i have been drinking nothing but water and juice.

it works.
ive also been working out alot too, i run in the mornings and exercise 4 times a week.

thanks for the comment sweetie.

well i cant live with my mom because, well i went to live with her once before and it didnt work, me and my mom are to much alike and our persionalities clash, we dont get along when were together for too long. plus im not happy anywhere else, ive lived with my dad and well all togehter ive moved out of here about 5 times and ive came back everytime, one time i came back after just 3 days.
i dont wanna live anywhere else, plus my mom lives really far away and i would have to find a new job and her house is super small and i wouldnt have a bed room.

i guess thats why.

happy late b-day to your little man<3

Happy 1st Birthday William!

Im glad you and your man are back together again, that's great news.

Play-Doh and a toddler, eeek! Keep it for you two to play on a linolium floor or somewhere where he can't mash it into carpets, and be careful he may try to EAT it! Keep him well supervised with Play-Doh, but it is a nice way to get his creativity going. Kids love that stuff, sadly so does my husband....

lol

Eva

Happy Birthday Wills!!! Im sooo pleased for you and happy you got back together with Tom. Could tell you missed him! Hope it works out for you two this time.

Good for you that everything is so perfect! Enjoy it, you deserve it!!

x

    Hi, my name is Eli and I am quite literally the nicest guy on the planet. I'm doing a survey for school, and it would help be a lot if you could fill it out since you're between the ages of 16-21. I need as many results as possible, it wouldn't take long.

-Eli

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILL'S!!!

Glad the party went well! Was he o.k. with the crowd?

Glad about you and Tom as well!

kids truely are precious, my little boys are bad, and when i say bad i mean BAD, They get into everything and its alot to keep up with but i enjoy it.

the first year seems to fly by, before you know it they are walking and talking and it seems like 10 min. ago they were in little premie diapers :-( but im not stressin mine getting older, i have another one on the way so yea.

but thank you very much for your comment, i will keep up with your diary.

take care sweetie

Wills is lucky to have a mum like you, you are so mature and understanding!! Loads of people in your shoes would be jealous and upset and wouldnt want to meet Sammy. Marks sons mum is remarried and is still weird about me lol. Its so cool that you just have ur sons best interests at heart!

Glad you had a nice valentines and the Theme Park sounds all good - any chance of you and Tom getting back together??

Kisses to Wills xx

Sammy sounds nice, I'm glad you two got along, and I'm glad she got along with William.

Thanks for the link, I haven't looked at it yet, I'm waiting to do so with Adam. I picked Aiden's name from a BOOK I'd read, I never knew it was the top name of 2006. And Ava come's from my and Adam's name, heh. Funny!

Wow..Violet, you sure have come a long way!  It's been a pleasure to 'read along for the ride!'  You are awesome!

Lori

Hey V dropping you a quick note.

I know I dont comment on your entries but I want you to know I am still reading up on you and William. I didn't see the pictures of him, slightly disapointed that I wasn't quick enough! Now, I have some advice. Please be careful with Craig Vi, I don't want anyone hurt expeccially you! If Craig wants to be a Daddy again more power to him! He needed to get his arse in gear sooner or later! Just, be careful of your feelings okay?

Love,

Kristen

Oh Violet, I know how that is. You see your son and his father together and you go off into another place because they are so cute together and you see the bond and wish you were a part of that... not just you and Will but a 3 way tie to the bond. It's funny, over the past year or so I've grown to care about you and Will SO much... that it would break my heart to see you hurt by that guy again.

I have set up a temp email so you can email me.... then I'll email you back my addy so we can converse.... I'd love to have more contact than just waiting for an update.. which drives me crazy BTW...

Mysticmelissa3@yahoo.com

[LittleLostLamb]

I've noticed in alot of your entrys you ask for questions so I've browsed your diary but I didn't have time to read it all so here are my questions;

1. how old are you and how old is craig?

2. what are you doing about school now?

3. do you still live at home?

4. what is going on with you and craig?

5. does he see the baby?

6. where do you live?

Ha! I wouldn't f*** her. I wouldn't risk catching fake baby syndrome

i'm already behaving like a twat.

So, you're finally being yourself.

This is so stupid.

It is. You are. First time you've said anything remotely true.

_{aww i didnt get to see him :-( i bet he is adorable. i just wanted to stop by and say thank you for your comment. My boyfrind spoils me. its always fun ! lol. but i hope to see a picture sometime soon.}

_{thanks again <3}

First they're crawling, then walking and talking...soon enough they'll be asking you for the car keys...waaaah!

Happy New Year *hug*

Thank you for the nice comment!

Violet,

Hahaha! it's funny you should mention Brooklyn Beckham's birthday party LOL! Deck that boy out! You only turn one ONCE! If you are going to post a pic for that, make it one with LOTS of cake ALL over his face! Those are the best!

Happy New Year sweetie!

Hope you dont get too drunk.

[got a little tipsy myself shhhh]

mucho love,

kristen

Violet,

LOL, sounds like you're gonna have a smashing good time for New Years. I plan to stay home, my husband had bought some champagne (sp?) for when we brought Sebastian home, but we never got to have it. I am thinking that New Years Eve will be a good time to use it. =) Also to celebrate that he's now sleeping through the night! *woot* Here's to hoping you have a great New Years.. *cheers* (raising her glass of champaign on New Years to you!)

I hope William and you have a GREAT Christmas this year, I know it will be grand because William will pretty much know what to do with the gifts. LOL, Sebastian's still too young, but we'll enjoy opening them for him.

Many blessing for the Christmas season and New Year to you and william!

Happy Christmas dear.

I hope you have a good one =]

Stay safe and warm,

and makes sure the same is done for will!

I am NOT a chicken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How rude!

                                        Natalie<3

You tell her.

If I had a kid

I would be just as protective.

Don't even let her get under your skin.

But do you have a myspace?

I do =]

Mucho Grande Amor,

Kristen

Oh Violet,

What some jerks won't do to piss someone off. I'm sorry that you're having such a tough time. Please don't EVER stop writing. I understand you don't wanna post pics.. I hope that my comments about wanting to see the cutie didn't start this.

It's funny how any mention of seeing photos of your son are conveniently ignored but it is difficult to show us what doesn't exist, so I do sympathize.

Now go on & roll out all the tired old faker excuses like "I don't want to post photos of my son incase they're stolen" Ever heard of watermarking them or even just signing them, genius? Or how about "I don't have a scanner or digital camera"? Oh but surely one of your many friends who you've had write in here would be more than happy to help you out? Even better why not give the truth a go? "I can't show you photos of Will because he doesn't exist". I'd go with the last one.

Violet,

I am SO excited for you and Will. It will be Sebastian's first Christmas too. I have also spent too much, but considering it's our little one's first Christmas' I don't see why we can't! LOL

Glad all is going well, GREAT to hear from you!

I have a question.. what are you going to post a picture of Will? You talk SO much about this adorable baby.. and we haven't even seen him!

Glad to hear all is well, look forward to seeing pics of this amazing dress. Have a GREAT time at the party!

Glad everything is going well dear.

Keep up the sunny outlook.

Arsehat shut the f*** up.

I am so tired of you bothering Vi.

Does it make you feel big to pretend to have a baby?

It makes you look stupid.

I can't say it was wrong of you.  Like the other comment said, people with child do have a special bond and its so hard to break it. 

But its good to hear it helped put everything into perspective for you.  It sounds horriable but something like kissing someone else really helps you relize where your relationship is at. 

And i hope Craig feels guilty as hell for what he has done and all that he has missed.  I can't imagine not being around to see my son learn all his new tricks.  Hopefully hell come around more often now and be a Dad to his child!

[dazedgirl]

Violet -

OMG, he's crawling! When do we get to see pics of this wonderful little boy, I've been waiting for 9 months now. I bet he's SO cute!

Girl, you pour your heart and soul to your little boy, I don't think he'd mind or want it any other way.

Lots of hugs and wuv to you and Will! Keep us updated.. so glad you are doing better!

It was nice to hear from you.  WRITE MORE ENTRYS!!!

Yea it is tough.  But your right, it will only be better for him in the long run.  I already know tons and tons of things i will do different with my next child.  kinda wish i knew these things with ethan, but its not like he came with a manual!=) Well talk to you later! Hope things are going well for you.

Heh I was reading a few of your old entrys and I found that email and rpely between you and Craig.

Of corse im guna be seein my baby after all hes my son 2 n even if anna wanted me 2 stop seein him she cuddnt stop me, i promise u tht.

What a little liar eh?

You are way better off.

He's a dick.

ILU <3

Oh Violet honey,I know how you feel. I was there once, with my first son Eric I was a single teen mother. Dating, school, everything was such a mess, one running into another... it's like a big rollercoaster and you wanna get off!

Just focus on one thing at a time, the most important and then work your way through the other ones... that's the best advice I can give and I wish I'd known that before.

Cant believe craig doesnt wanna be involved in Wills life.... he will totally regret this when hes older. Once hes missed out on his sons babyhood theres no going back!

Was sorry to hear about your mum and dad... but sounds like you are feeling better about it now and hopefully they are feeling happier too.

Good luck being back at school. I have spent tonight wrapping the xmas shopping I have done.... but still got loads to do too!!

Becky

xx

ps - im english but love wales totally ;-)

Tee hee hee hee hee

Serves him right the a**h***.

Anyway

glad everyhtings better.

Mucho Grande Amora,

Kristen

Girl, serves them right! LOL, hilarious story about Craig and Anna... jerk deserves it. My son thought my father was his dada too, so I know that's how it works.

Good to hear that your dad's got a place now. Glad you're feeling better about that split up and that he's SO close that you can go visit.

Wow Will's 8 months already! Where does the time go! Give that little boy, or should I say BIG boy hugs for me! You'll have to post some pics of him soon.

Best of luck with Uni! Hope you can succeed where I failed, I couldn't finish 2 years with my son being a teen mother. But I am doing well now so I can't complain. Keep dreaming and make them come true! I want you to succeed where I couldn't!

Have you been to the open days? Personally, I'd recommend Cardiff over Aberwystwyth because I was shocked at how small a town Aber is. It also has Britain's highest student suicide rate and, after visiting, I'm not really surprised! Lol.

I can't believe Will is eight months already. It's shocking how quickly they grow up. My cousin's baby has just turned two and I would swear that he was only born a few months ago!

Well, hope both you and Will stay healthy and happy. Good luck with uni interviews when they come!

Cat

Violet,

Always glad to get an update from you, even when it's not very often. I'm always worrying about you when you don't write within' a few weeks of your last entry. Glad you are doing okay with the parent's situation. I'm glad that you know they love you even if they aren't getting along and have split.

Give William kisses for me, but not too many I gotta save some for my own little one. LOL

Violet I have been with you since you were pregnat.

I would know if you were a fake or not.

Don't listen to that little ASS okay?

She's the fake.

And she must have no life

to insult and yell at someone.

OVER THE COMPUTER!

I mean god what a coward.

Whateva

Love youu feel better.

Lay of the drinking mmkay?

Mucho Amor,

Kristen